15th Feb post valentines 2009

I haven't posted anything in a long time and it just happens that my first post in 2008 was on the 15th of feb. Funny how I've found the time to do my first post for this year again on the 15th.

So I was planning to Celebrate Valentines this year.. Well I failed! Even worse than last year :D
I guess valentines isn't for me, I'm not sad in the least but it was just something to do..

The reason for my disappearing had a lot to do with this post. I have got my act in order so I don't think I'll be having to deal with anymore bull shit.

While i was sorting out my life it seems as though the country has been doing some sorting too.. Wars, Assassinations etc... just your ordinary decent democracy. Well i suppose it had to end one way or the other, people will die, innocent and not so innocent.. lets just see what happens after the so called final battle.

Another thing that has happened to me in recent times, I've become more introverted if that is even possible because I am generally this quiet person anyway. A girl I have recently been acquainted with has started to become a pain and requires me to bring "Something Interesting" to every conversation. Do you even know what kinda pressure it puts on a person? I mean, I'm I not interesting already? If so why the fuck are you talking to me in the first place?? Why do you keep calling me then?? Gosh... People these days..

I think in life, if you find one friend/person who will not harm you to save their own skin, you're a very lucky person.. Maybe I've become more cynical than the famous cynical one.

So I do hope i'll be finding enough time to come back for more posts..

Btw, everyone is getting married.. I guess its the age....... bye for now...